-yawnz-
juz came home.
wenta hand in tose prj. stuffs on tues
bought my stuff at j.8
den went home
was real real down
everything juz kept running thru mah mind a zillion times
cried mah hart out
sorri guys. din mean ta dua u all agn.
but i juz knock out till da next afternoon
head was so farking heavy n was spinning lyk nobody biz
damn syrup. i din noe it was so so strong.
but im still alive. hahs.
dearie came over ta pei mui.
hug him tite n fite baq mah tears
he's back. at least.
slacked at home den went fer dinner at ecp da seafood centre.
wenta drink. den went up ta ivy hse.
im sorri gurlies i carn make it.
coz i nid 2 b dere for her.
sigh. her bro's still in e damn lock-up.
i hope things will b fine for him.
my poor girlie.
we stayed over night ta accompany her.
juz 2 daes in a row so mani things happened
it rly breaks our hart ta c u like tis.
muz b strong.u gotta move on.
i noe its gonna b damn damn hard on u
i'll go over ta pei u s often s i can k.
pls dun do silly things animore.
mi n mel hart's breaking 2 c u tis wae.muz b strong.
alright..went baq dearie home ta sleep in da morn.
was drizzling agn. like wateva.
one min s if in da desert. another min raining non stop.
farker.woke up. n was like 7 plus le.
wash up n all. wenta bought some drinks n food.
went up ta ivy place.
had mini bbq. majong.
but was accompanying dearie watched his dono wat show.
some misunderstanding btw v n sa.
cleared. saw ivy to bed.
sa n kaili stayed for da nite.
n dearie sent mi home. shagged.
juz finish bathing. so shuang.
waiting fer mah hair ta dry first.
think gonna haf another coma siaz. yawns.

i tried asking u
but u r still lying
da ans ive got its alwaz da same
u wan mi ta trust u
how m i suppose to
aft being told by someone else everything u did behind my baq
it pierce rite thru mah hart
so deeply. i wish i could end everythin.
i hope n i pray everydae
tat u will change one dae
but will it ever come true
i guess its beyond my control

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